Hey all. I haven't updated this thing in so long, so I thought I would. Kaitlyn princesskaitlyn is here, as I'm sure she's mentioned in her LJ, and we're having lots of fun. Anyway, wow. It's 2009. I can't believe it. Graduation in less than six months. Wow! Well, that's then. For now, I'm just enjoying the last few days of the holidays. I guess...I want to think of something for a New Years resolution. I guess my resolution right now is to think of something to write more often. lol. This entry has been utterly pathetic, I know that, but at least I'm writing something. lol. It's amazing how fast the holidays are going. Two weeks seemed like only a few days. Anyway, obviously, I can't think of much to write, so I'll go now.

Hey all. So, as I mentioned in the subject line, today has been good. I got to sing at the assembly, and even though it was only the national anthem, I still got lots of compliments. Also, I got almost all my work in law done today, which means less homework for me. yay! I also found out that I'm getting an A in English. another yay! O, and of course, I get to sleep in tomorrow, because I have no school. Life is great. Anyway, later.

Hey all. This week has been rather uninteresting for the most part, but good. This week is going to be weird, because I go to school on Monday, but not Tuesday because of Remembrance Day. Honestly, if I thought nothing important was going to happen tomorrow, I'd just stay home for that too. It makes sense, and I'd get a four-day weekend. Anyway, wow...I really don't have much else to say, so, I guess I'll disappear before I get into my common habit of babbling. lol. Later.

Hey all. Well, more garbage cans. Yes. Well, it wasn't me this time though. When I was in law class today, my teacher decided to use the garbage can to demonstrate self-defence. So, he was pretending that the garbage can was attacking him, so he kicked it across the room, and then it started rolling! hahahahahahahahahaha! Wow! What is up with me and garbage cans? Anyway, on to other things...

I had a counseling appointment, and it actually went pretty well. No mean comments from certain people, and I got to talk about all my positive relationships. yay! O yeah, and I might be going to Victoria in mid December, so maybe I'll get to see Kaitlyn princesskaitlyn while I'm there. Anyway, later.

Hi all. I need to post again. I haven't posted in a week. Anyway, this week has been, well, interesting. On Tuesday, I had my band concert. Well, music concert. It was band and choir all in one. For the most part, it went really well. On Wednesday, while I was on my lunch break, I had reached down under my desk to try and unplug my computer, and I lost my balance when the cord came out, and my head fell into the garbage can. ahaha! Then, on Thursday, I accidently dropped the book I had just finished into the garbage can. On Friday, my cell phone started ringing, and because I was startled, I kicked the garbage can half way across the room trying to find it. hmm. I think I'm starting to see a pattern here. ahahahaha! Good thing nothing was in the garbage can except pieces of paper and a couple plastic bags with nothing in them. Anyway, yesterday, a friend of mine were talking on messenger, and I don't know how the subject came up, but we ended up talking about crashing JAWS. He wanted to know another way you could do it, so I showed him. I won't write the word here, obviously, but he wrote it in my window to see if his JAWS would crash. Unfortunately, he pressed enter, and the message sent to me. Well, there went my JAWS too. So, since I couldn't get it to stabalize, I had to restart my computer, and then added the word to the user dictionary so it wouldn't crash again. Well, I tabbed once too far, and tabbed back into the actual word edit field. Well, I had to restart again. Finally, I got it to work with no problems. Then, my BF decided that he wanted to see if it would crash his Pacmate, so he typed it into an document, and it worked, so he had to reset the Pacmate, and when he added it to the dictionary, he made the same mistake I did. So, yeah. that was fun. I hope everyone had a good halloween. I was supposed to have fun, but then my friend Jake, whom I've mentioned before, bailed out on me, so I ended up talking to Matt on Skype for a good part of the night, and we both listen to the ghosts volume of "Unsolved Mysteries". At least it fit the mood of halloween. Then, since we didn't get too many trick-or-treaters this year, Erica and I got to split the left over candy. There wasn't very much chocolate though, which disappoints me. O well. At least it's candy. lol. Anyway, that has been my week. I'll write later.

Hey all. So, today went from bad to boring to good. lol. It all started with me getting very annoyed at a certain someone, whose name will remain unwritten. Anyway, then it got boring, because I couldn't think of anything to do, and I had nobody to talk to really, and then it got way better when Cindy and I decided to talk on Skype for an hour, and we spent the whole time making ghost jokes. lol. When I called her, she asked what I was up to, and I said I was just here, and she apparently thought that was funny, so I was like, "yay! my existence is real! Or is it? maybe you're talking to a ghost on Skype." So then one of her other friends Skype chatted her, saying there was eyes looking at her from behind the bedroom door. ahahaha! Perfect timing! hahaha! Anyway, then I found out that she had messenger plus, so we started sending each other sounds. Wow! That was fun. Then she had to go make a phone call, but that was fun while it lasted. So today ended up going rather well afterall. So, I feel great, despite my certain annoyances this morning. Yay! Anyway, I'll write later. I'm out for now people.

Hey all. So, today was actually very eventful. As mentioned by the subject line, one of the teachers actually set off the fire alarm. I was in law, and then it just went off. I thought it was planned. I think most of us did, but it turns out nobody knew, so of course, I thought it was one of the students, but when I was standing at the bus stop today, waiting for the bus, the subject just happened to come up, and everyone was saying it was one of the science teachers, who was trying to do an experiment that apparently involved lighting gummy bears on fire? anyway...wow. Well, needless to say, it got a bit out of control, and, well, you know the rest. We got fifteen extra minutes out of class though. lol. Also, when I was sitting in civilizations class today, the teacher came in, and started calling a bunch of names, and just out of the blue, in front of the whole class, he said that their credits were messed up, and they weren't graduating as of today. I don't know. Maybe it's just me, but I'm kind of thinking that's not something you just anounce to the world. I mean, isn't that supposed to be confidential? Well, anyway, that's my day so far. Enjoy reading!

Hey all. Well, I had a counseling appointment today. Not another one. The appointment itself wasn't so bad, but honestly, I make one little tiny mistake, and my mom treats it like it's the end of the world. Honestly, can a person not make mistakes once in awhile? I mean, I'm not the perfect child, and I never will be, so she can just get used to that right now. Anyway, that's enough of that shit. Anyway, I have recently added a new friend to LJ. Darren leaffan so that's great. yay! Anyway, school has actually been interesting for once. We're doing debates about really general words, such as love, truth, justice, beauty, and art in civilizations class. It's actually very interesting. In English class, we've started a novel study on a book called The Things They Carried. It's full of swearing, which is awesome! It's the one time in school when I get to write swearing in my answers, and say it out loud when I'm reading. lol! It's awesome! Anyway, that's my current life. Enjoy. lol...

Hey people. I am posting again. I would post every day, like I planned to, but there's not a lot to say, really. I wish there was more. Well, school is, well, the usual, although I just found out a couple days ago that I'm only getting 69% in comparrative civilizations class. I don't know what it is about the class, but I'm just not really finding it my thing I guess... Anyway, mmmm! Erica's making her own dinner, and it smells really good. chicken strips and fries. She could have put on a few extra for me, but no. she didn't. O well. I guess that's just how sisters are. lol. Anyway, I'm getting mmessages on msn, so I will go now. I'll write later. O, and for all you zoners out there, take a look at my new topic, called "belly blowers unite!" on the "let's talk" board. Anyway, thanks. I'll write later.

Hey all. I'm sorry I haven't posted in a long time, but I have to rant. I will tell you about my current life after I rant. Anyway, I am absolutely sick and tired of these people on the zone who talk to me, and they seem to think just from listening to the sound of my voice that I am some kind of a slut. Well, if any of you ever read this, let me get this straight right now. I am not a slut! I am a real girl who has passions, just like everyone else, and I have values beyone the bedroom. lol. Anyway, I would rather be valued for my personality that other things. I want people to want to get to know me, no my body. Anyway, ok. I'm done now. My ranting is done for now. So, now on to more pleasant things. Grade twelve isn't going too bad so far. I like most of my classes, except comp civ. We're comparing Ancient civilizations to our own, and I'm jsut not really getting this class. I didn't do so well on the test. I passed nonetheless, but it was kind of discouraging, finding out that I got 37 out of 62 on it. O well. Life goes on. At least I have some supportive friends, for now. Anyway, damn! I can't think of anything else to say, so I guess I'll go... Talk to you later. Skip the ranting if you need to. lol.

Hello people. I am now here to tell you about my rather long and boring week. Well, there's really not much to say about it, except that it was, well, long and boring. LOL. It was my sister's birthday yesterday, so we went out for dinner, and had a great time. But, before we left, my dad called, and talked to her about, well, the fact that he's apparently sorry for what he said to me earlier. Here's what I don't get, though. He gets all mad at me about what he thinks is my faulr, and won't talk to me at all. Even two days ago, he called, and wouldn't talk to me, because apparently, he was still mad at me. Now, because my other half sister Melanie talked to him, now, all of a sudden, he's sorry for what happened. I just don't think it's totally real, because how can you go from being horribly angry one minute, to very very sorry the next just because of something someone has said to you. I mean, I really don't want to be negative about the whole thing, but, I just don't know with him anymore. Anyway, enough of that. Right now, I'm talking to my boyfriend on messenger, and I'm on the zone, although not too much is happening there. Anyway, I really don't know what else to say, so I'm out for now. I'll write later.

Hello people. I'm writing really early, yes, but that's only because I don't get as much computer time as I used to, so I'm trying my best to get up early so I can get on the computer before my mom wakes up. That way, I'm not as lokely to get caught. LOL. Anyway, I'm just here. I fell asleep online last night, so I do apologize to those who tried to message me last night, and didn't get a response. I was really tired. Anyway, moving on... Well, I was finally able to wash my hair for the first time since I got the perm. Good thing, because I was really starting to get tired of smelling like chemicals all the time. The smell is still not totally gone, but it's a lot better than what it was. hmm. I wonder if my BF will wake up before I am forced to get off the computer. I hope so. We don't get to talk much since my mom imposed this stupid rule of two hours a day, plus at night. I mean, I guess it's cool that I'm allowed to be on at night, but I'm sleeping at night. Sometimes I stay up until one or two in the morning, like I did on Saturday, just so I can be on the computer longer, and then I get mad when somebody wakes me up at nine. Oh well. I guess it's either the computer, and my friends, or a good night sleep. It's unfortunate that it has to come to that, but, oh well I guess. Anyway, that's about all for now folks. LOL. I'll write later on. Hopefully it won't be too much later. Anyway, thanks for reading.

Hello people. I am posting this entry because I really haven't written much lately. Like I said earlier, I have a lot of personal things going on in my life that I don't quite feel like writing in here yet. In time, I will write them. Anyway, I got a perm today. I didn't want to do it, but my mom talked me into it, so I did it jsut to get her to shut up! LOL! Anyway, now it's 1 in the morning, and I'm not tired yet. I'm just sitting outside so I can talk on Skype without waking anybody up. I can't sleep...I don't know why. Well, I guess I can tell you this much. I have a boyfriend, and he's from the zone, but he doesn't have an LJ. I wonder if I could ever get him to read mine. I will have to see. Anyway, before I go back to my usual unfortunate habit of babbling, I am going to end this entry. I will try to write more often from now on. Thanks for reading, and wish me luck on getting to sleep. LOL!

Hello all people. I am writing my first entry in what seems like forever, and that may because it has been forever. Well, a lot has happened since the last time I wrote. I am at Kaitlyn's now! Yayayayayayayayayayayayay for Kaitlyn! She's special. Anyway, I'm just chilling out with Kaitlyn ahd her friend, and talking on Skype. Anyway, I don't know what to say right now. I'll write later.

Hey LJ. yes, I'm sick again. I have a fever. I just wish this fever would break before Idol auditions. Well, my mom finally found the release form for Idol online, so she printed it off and filled it out, so yay for that. Anyway, again, I'm gonna make this short. I'm already behind in math, and it's only the third day of the semester. I'm sick, and am hoping that I will be at least somewhat better for Idol, and I also don't like being cooped up in here all day when I could be walking around, talking to people, or that kind of thing. Anyway, whatever. I'm going to atempt to get some sleep tonight, and if I'm really lucky, I might even be able to go to school tomorrow, although that's not very likely, as I feel like crap right now. At least if this fever would break, I would know I was getting somewhere, but it will just go at its own pace...whatever that is...hopefully not too slow. Anyway, life is good. hahahaha yeah really.

Hey LJ! So, the subject line should give you a big hint, but anyway: I, Jessica Cabot, am auditioning for Canadian Idol on Saturday! I can't believe this. I've had this dream ever since I was ten years old, and I am now atempting to make that dream come true! It's soooo awesome! Anyway, I'm gonna make this entry short, because I'm not feeling well, I'm tired, and I got the Email that vocal jazz is back on for tomorrow, and it wasn't supposed to be, so boo for that! If I didn't care about everybody so much, I would quit! I mean it! Anyway, I started the new semester today, and I love my classes, but I'm tired, and I really really don't want to do my math homework. I want to go to sleep, so...

Hey LJ. Ok, so it really isn't a night out, but it sort of is, in a way. Melanie is here, and her, Erica, and I are spending some sister time together in the trailer. Last night, I got a couple hours to myself at home, at which point I made dinner and just chilled online for awhile, and then Melanie came over with Erica with her, who had been spending the day with her. Anyway, they watched a movie together, but I wasn't following, so I went into my room and listened to music for awhile, and I began to watch "The Notebook", but their movie ended, so Melanie came to get me, and I gathered my stuff and came in the trailer with Erica and Melanie, at which point we watched "Mean Girls". It was awesome watching a movie with the surround sound system we have in the trailer. In fact, it's better than the sound system we have in our main house! Wow! Anyway, after the movie was over, we all went to bed. It was almost midnight by this time though, and we were all tired. Anyway, that's my update. I have been tagged by canadian_diva to list 7 weird/interesting things about me, so here it goes:

1. I love the movie "The Notebook". No, "love" itsn't the right word. I'm pretty much obsessed with it, yet it makes me cry like a baby.
2. I can spin around for hours and hours and never get a bit dizzy, and I find it kind of fun.
3. I have an extreme, and I mean extreme, fear of sudden loud noises. I've gotten a bit better, but the fear still remains.
4. In general, I only have one to two sodas a month!
5. I used to eat an entire lemon in one sitting when I was little. (I can't do it anymore because of my braces.)
6. I can eat 8 pieces of pizza in one sitting. I did this once on a school trip.
7. Until I was twelve years old, I didn't like icecream.

Ok, I don't know how weird or interesting that was, but it's all I got. I hope that wasn't too boring. Anyway, I'm out for now. O wait, I'm not. I must wish a happy birthday to James. He's turning eighteen today, and unfortunately, he doesn't have an LJ, so boo for that, but o well. It's all good. Anyway, we've been friends for about a month and a half now, and he's always been an awesome friend. He's one of those people who you can talk to for hours and hours and never get bored or tired. On New Years, we made o record of having our Skype call drop twenty-five times. Wow! Anyway, that's all I have for now. I'll talk to you later. Bye for now.

OK, so this isn't exactly a family reunion, but it's sort of like that. My sister Melanie is coming today from New Brunswick, and I haven't seen her in nine years, so I'm sooooooooooo excited to be able to see her again. Anyway, that's my most recent news. O yeah, and my exams at school are done! yaayayayayayayayayayay! I'm very happy about that, so all in all, I'm a happy girl today, so yay for that! I am now off of school until Tuesday, when I start Principles Of Math 11. Boo for that! O well, I'm sure it will go ok. Anyway, I don't have too much else to say, so I hope everyone's having a good weekend, and I'll write later. Thanks for reading!

OK. When was the last time I wrote in here? I'm thinking that when you can't remember, you need to update more often. Right! Wish I could actually follow that. Anyway, enough of this. I'm back, so you'd better turn your tails, cover your faces, and run for cover, because I. am. back! hahahahahahaha! I'm just kidding! Anyway, wow, it feels good to be back. This weekend has been, um, interesting. I will not discuss the details because: A. I've already been through it too many times, and I'm tired of revisiting it. B. I don't feel like crying again, and I'm in a good and light bouncy mood, and C. It's too personal, so for all those reasons, I'm not discussing it. Anyway, I helped Mom download Skype onto the desktop, and it worked, and she signed in, but now she can't figure out how to fix her audio settings. O yay! So if anyone knows how to help me with this, please let me know! My mom would love to have Skype in working order! Anyway, I wrote my French exam today, and I felt really good about it. I came home about 12:30 though. That was nice to only be at school for half a day. I have a government exam for social studies tomorrow morning though. BOO FOR THAT! O well, it's all good I guess. Then, I get to write my biology exam on Thursday. YAY! Isn't this wonderful. I've had a stressful last couple of weeks, and then I get loads of final exams thrown in my face! O well, like I said, it's all good. O, and the other thing: I, Jessica Cabot, have officially got my first paid job, which is great, as I need to put some more minutes on my cell phone. I literally have thirty seconds left. OUCH! Anyway, this job is going well so far. I get to work with a girls group, and it's going pretty good so far, apart from the fact that one of the girls was apparently so hungry that she ate tissue paper. Um, eewwwww! Anyway, I'm falling asleep here, so I'm done for now, so, on that note...

Hey LJ. So, yesterday, I woke up feeling so overwhelmed with things to do, and not near enough time to do it, so I kind of broke. I started crying, and I missed the bus, though I didn't mean to, but since I missed it, I just told Nana I was just going to stay home and relieve the stressload for awhile. I told the school exactly that, and that my mom had been nagging at me a lot to do a lot of things. Well, I was atempting ot eat lunch around noon, and there was a knock at the door. It was a social worker who said that somebody from the school had called them, and seemed quite concerned. Well, naturally, I was very surprised. Great! I was just starting to get over it, and then that happened. I could have dealt with the problem myself. I just took the day off to relieve stress. That's all! OMG! Not just that, but not all of it was because of my mom. Part of it was because the semester is almost over, and there's the stress of upcoming exams. Anyway, that's pretty much it for now. I wonder what I'm going ot do with myself today. I really don't have much to do, so if anyone wants to Skype with me today, just let me know. Thanks. LOL. Anyway, that's pretty much it for now. I'll post later.